i was upset at myself coz i feel totally underachieved compared to my siblings, like a black sheep. i called him and he comforted me by saying that i'm not a black sheep but merely just a thorn among the roses - different. i was thankful to have him to comfort me in my times of need.
14Feb'07
did not see him for valentine's day coz he had a bad day at work and he couldn't get out :( kinda sad, but i understand...
18-20Feb'07
its cny, and i visited his home on the 1st day. he visited mine on the 3rd. i took him to visit a couple of my frens and he took me to visit a few of his lol. lots of angpau, food, drinking and gambling. it was fun~
19Mar'07
on this day i decided that Calvin is psychic. haha~! i've always thought of myself as a good 'actress' to cover up my sadness with fake smiles. but he could always always see thru me. i insisted i had a headache but he persisted that sth was wrong and it wasn't just a headache. he was right, coz my mom made me upset again by nagging about my choice of a partner. sure there's nothing he could do. but he merely wanted me to share my pain so i won't suffer alone :) isn't it great to have a man who actually knows what you're thinking?
20May'07
finally got to see him after 2 long weeks of separation. we were clingy to each other all night. we were at his fren's housewarming and his condo was lovely. Calvin kept telling me to save money to get a nice home of ourselves :) it was nice to hear that, it means that he wants to spend his life with me.
2Jun'07
i had him pick me up for my company's participation at the RelayForLife event at bkt jalil coz i didn't want to leave my car there overnight. he came altho he was unwell with a terrible headache and developing fever. i had my colleague to pick me up from his house instead. i hated to have left him home alone and sick...
3Jun'07
i return to his house after the relay and he still had a fever. i took him to see a doctor and got an injection. took him him and tucked him in bed. nobody was home so i walked out to a nearby store to buy instant oats coz he hasn't been eating at all. i was extremely tired from being awake all night at the relay but i stayed alert to take care of him. but i accidentally fell asleep. had Jimmy to send me home coz there's no way Calvin could do it, i wouldn't allow it.
4Jun'07
he wasn't feeling any better so i went over to drive him to the doctor's again. the doc refered him to a hospital coz it was suspected dengue. it hurts me to see him so sick :( it was mild, but it made him lose appetite, lose weight, and always grumpy.
*everyday i smsed him to check with his health progress. he recovered well.
23Jun'07
his dad seemed to like me enough to tell me that he regards me that i'm "one of the family" hehe. but then again he had had a bit to drink, so... :P
2July'07
angry at my dad for smsing Calvin telling him to get me home early, without seeking my consent first. this is interference~!
17July'07
for our 2nd anniversary, we just had a simple dinner at secret recipe so that we could share a piece of cake hehe. my gift is a custom made audio CD, with love songs that we both love that has great meaning to us. it even comes with a CD case complete with a cover and a lil booklet of song list, a love letter, and my own poetry.
26-28July'07another "honeymoon" trip, together with Jimmy and Cheryl. we had a wonderful time at Langkawi. if u ask me, i tot we didnt have enough time there and it wasn't quite like how i imagined. but nevertheless it was a good trip. we had lots of booze, cigs and chocs. heaven~
16Sep'07
had a handmade card for his birthday. baked a cake too, but it was absolutely terrible, i had him threw it out. the new recipe was a disaster >.<
13Nov'07
this is the first time that we played an arcade game together =D we both used to play TimeCrisis a lot, and watching other ppl play just got us a lil nostalgic, so we got some tokens and played til we ran out of tokens XD it was sooo much fun~!
17Nov'07
earlier, he got me a fossil watch as a birthday gift :) i love it~! he picked me up in the morning and we went for lunch with Jimmy and Cheryl at section17. back to his home to chill before getting ready to go out for dinner. we went to try Outback, it was ok but wasn't great. after that to the Bed to meet some colleagues for a clubbing celeb. first time clubbing with Calvin, it was nice to dance together hehe. he wasn't having THAT much fun, but i was glad that he came :)
24Dec'07
christmas dinner at Calvin's bro's place and i made fudge. i had to try twice coz the 'smart' me tried to alter the recipe but it was disastrous. thank gods it turned out fine in the end and everyone was impressed, they loved the rich chocolatey goodness ^^ i didn't get him a gift this year coz i was broke. but he got me a cute reindeer plushie. i named him Vinnie the Poo, haha~!
29Dec'07
Patricia stepped into our lives again. i did not mean to snoop but i just had to find out. they have been chatting a lil too friendly for comfort (when they werent even supposed to keep in touch) and i quickly assumed that i was being two-timed. i was extremely hurt and threatened to leave. but he held me back refusing to let go. a lot of drama before i slowly calmed down a little. i didnt know what to believe. but a man's tears are priceless... i gave him just one chance, only coz i do love him that much. we had fought so much and it would've been a shame to give it all up just like that.
31Dec'07
he picked me up and we went to Jimmy's place for dinner. then to finnegan's for the countdown. i was still a bit upset but i tried hard to forgive him. i suppose i have...
had a handmade card for his birthday. baked a cake too, but it was absolutely terrible, i had him threw it out. the new recipe was a disaster >.<
13Nov'07
this is the first time that we played an arcade game together =D we both used to play TimeCrisis a lot, and watching other ppl play just got us a lil nostalgic, so we got some tokens and played til we ran out of tokens XD it was sooo much fun~!
17Nov'07earlier, he got me a fossil watch as a birthday gift :) i love it~! he picked me up in the morning and we went for lunch with Jimmy and Cheryl at section17. back to his home to chill before getting ready to go out for dinner. we went to try Outback, it was ok but wasn't great. after that to the Bed to meet some colleagues for a clubbing celeb. first time clubbing with Calvin, it was nice to dance together hehe. he wasn't having THAT much fun, but i was glad that he came :)
24Dec'07christmas dinner at Calvin's bro's place and i made fudge. i had to try twice coz the 'smart' me tried to alter the recipe but it was disastrous. thank gods it turned out fine in the end and everyone was impressed, they loved the rich chocolatey goodness ^^ i didn't get him a gift this year coz i was broke. but he got me a cute reindeer plushie. i named him Vinnie the Poo, haha~!
29Dec'07
Patricia stepped into our lives again. i did not mean to snoop but i just had to find out. they have been chatting a lil too friendly for comfort (when they werent even supposed to keep in touch) and i quickly assumed that i was being two-timed. i was extremely hurt and threatened to leave. but he held me back refusing to let go. a lot of drama before i slowly calmed down a little. i didnt know what to believe. but a man's tears are priceless... i gave him just one chance, only coz i do love him that much. we had fought so much and it would've been a shame to give it all up just like that.
31Dec'07
he picked me up and we went to Jimmy's place for dinner. then to finnegan's for the countdown. i was still a bit upset but i tried hard to forgive him. i suppose i have...
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